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| In this empty room where lonliness shall settle , the biggest crowd lay. |
[20 Jul 2005|11:06pm] |
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I know all my entries always seem to be about how much love I am in and how wondeful life is and I guess what I want to say is..
I am lucky I can say Im in love with THE most amazing guy ever and when I say that by that I mean he is the most, charming, caring , funny, sarcastic ,smart, handsome, sexy, faithful,hardworking everything I ever wanted and needed in a man ..and I have to thank God for creating such a special person to have in my life.<3 I hope it never changes.
*Mike, you are still speical to me and in my heart I know your still a good friend of mine I dont want you ever to forget about anything I have ever said to you ..cause never did I speak a word to you I didnt mean ..thanks for always being there and I am sorry if I ever did something to ruin our friendship.Ihope we can move on and remain friends.
as for my life , I slowly feel like Im moving but at a good pace..I just need to find a job.
to my girls christi and kaila..the beach was awesome Ill never forget all the CRAZY n Funny memories we made. although this year will be HARD to top..let the next years roll on in..<33
well that is all for now.love you.
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[01 Jul 2005|10:18pm] |
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If there were ever some way , I could express how I truly felt , for that one person -whom has captured my heart..the essences of love would not even be able to comprehend the key point to any word said.
I have never loved one but you and what we have is special..from the hands of God.<3
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY COOL BROTHER - love you bro. happy 15!
<3-heather ann
*could I have been anyone, anyone other then myself.?
to daves question. i ask myself..and i answer no.
never anyone but myself and to God I thank.
no matter how much shit I do wronge or what I show to the world..my intentions for life are grand and shall prove my faith in the end*
Thanks to everyone who always believed me even before I shed proof<3
ps. promises last forever.
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[30 Jun 2005|12:08pm] |
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"Black could never really be my favorite color,nor could I ever really get into that goth phase..there is just something about beauty I perfer to keep all around, like the world, the sunshine, the collection of lives, the laughs and smiles, even the most rainest of days posses colors for our pleasure..its like waking up on the right side of the bed for the rest of your life,..its him or her or those, but overall its the simple things in life.there are just too many things to appericate, life is perfection soak it up..besides I could never really get into that dark sided stuff*"
(ChEcK OuT YoUr WiNdOw , ThErE iS bEaUtY iN DiFfErEnCe)
4 months and 9 days till I can join Greenpeace!
- well as for life to its detail..it has been pretty crazy cool latly
all my fun times with my girls vikki & kaila..we know how to live it up..
yes i know thta is all so general you prolly are wishin i would give all the girty details to read but..there are too many and not enough time to show the world today.as for this day in time..we are gettin ready to go swim and then another noche de bien!
chow my loves (mmmmUhhhhhhh) love always- heather*ann
ps.sometimes i mix dreams with memories.
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| Something I have not done in a while.. |
[26 Jun 2005|10:09am] |
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Dear love, Theres so many things I could say to you. And so I shall try, it was three years ago when I first heard your voice and three years ago I found the person I could not be without. You have taught me so much about myself and with everything I have learned so much about life. With you it is not just love, its fate and I have never possesed so much faith for one thing other then us. You are most amazing, caring ,charming person I have ever met and although we have the most unique story we have the most timeless classic love and I say that with the ut most sincerity.You are one of my best friends , and with you I hold nothing back. If there were ever one to know me, I would say you most of all. It's still something hard for me to believe after all this time we still have faith in each other and as suprised and happy I am ...I dont think I could ever fully grasph the complete idea.And as crazy as it all is , it is the one thing that I would never let go. You will always be with me no matter where I go, or who I meet in life. There will always be a place for you in my heart..I have tasted your kiss and never shall I forget <3 Thank you for everything kyle. Love you. { well times of the summer are great and I have not had one night I regret..I thank God because as much as I screw up he is always there to keep me standing..My friends I thank because without them I would never laugh as loud as I have grown to be. these memories are sweet and as we apporach our last year of high school..I know nothing will truly ever change. I am l0oking forward to whats ahead. Without fear but with faith. Heres to the nights we are young, stupid and nieve, heres to the nights of wishful thinking and lustfull actions, heres to the nights of finding that one thing in life that makes you *happy*..heres to life* ...and we keep rolling...>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
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[08 Jun 2005|10:59pm] |
yup thats that.another year of school.
now i am a senior and my summer has finally offically begun.
watch out MAss. the coolest chick is on her way
watch out Ocean City the hawets ladies are a'coming to take over.
and on a last note.cheers to new loves,great friendships and to looking good every damn day* cheers*
-love-heather ann
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| I am aware now... |
[03 May 2005|09:44pm] |
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-I thought about it
you ask how my day was..
-you've already won be over it > inspite of me
and dont be alarmed if I fall head over feet..
(thanks for your patience.)-A*M
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"and all I can think about saying is ,
what took me so long ?"
^^
school went good.work went good.today life went good.
and tomrrow will be better and the day after shall be better then that..(you gota live that way :)
["yeah so i was talking to this man,and he gave me some advice.-never jump two docks at once..hold your breath and sink only to swim-whatever that means?"]-now i got you all thinking dont i?
-p-e-r-f-e-c-t-
<3-heather ann.xox
ps.butterflies are perfect priceless presents -thanks for the gifts<3
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| I RECOMMEND BITING OFF MORE THEN YOU CAN CHEW TO ANYONE! |
[01 May 2005|09:00pm] |
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(Im broke but Im happy..
Im short but Im healthy
Im sain but Im overwelmd
Im lost but Im hopeful
but what it all comes down to is..
everthing is gonna be FINE, FIne FiNe!)
well yes.i finally have some spare time to record some part of my "life" in here haha. not gonna say much considering it is way too much to type but
this weekend was:
(~)pysco guy!!!!!!!!!!
(~)lots of working (ah bummer!)
(~)hung out wit my girls
(~)hung out with one of the sweetest guys i know<3
(~)went grocery shopping
(~) bought myself, a tulip for my room. its yellow and its name is sunshine and its my baby heart heart <33
(~)watchd priates of the carribean
(~) made a jack johson cd and alantis moresette cd
(~) RAINY DAYS with sweeties.ah man
my life is amazingly sweet-thank you God.<3
you love,you scream,you cry, you bleed,you lose,you win,
you live.....you learn*
heather ann.xox
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one lesson> life is not a theory to be thought out. It is healthy to analyze , yes and consume thoughts or ideas on what life means to you.but dear God we were not meant to live by scripts we create.God has his own plans for us,what is the damn point in trying to figure it all out,have some faith people lay your life down and live.
you shall discover you can breath..........
well I am proud of my self today, not because I did this grand thing but, did something I actually felt like doing - - > on the way to school today,I randomly had kaila stop the car in the middle of traffic, seeing a patch of tulips on the side of the road, I decided to help myself to a few and what do you know,not only was it a converstation piece in each class, it brought a smile whenever I took the time to notice it again. and okay maybe so some people that is weird,but i abologize to those pinheads.the people who have no fucken idea what the word deep really means or any idea how to think beyound the color pink or the word sex. more or less i hold high pitty for those people, not because they are just plain stupid and dont even know it,but because they are plain and stupid and I know it. (i dont expect a dumb reader to understand, i have "dummy" down my thoughts for the day.
sometimes when i am actually applying the pink lip gloss i feel like i have crossed over into the actual "simple minded people percentage" but its when i realize i am actually thinking that.i assure myself.thank God never, i can only blend in well because i dress and look good. and being confident carries it all well. i got the friends,the parents,the house,the cars,the normal.abnormal life.i got it all.
ps. I love how people pretend to be dumb so they dont seem weird lol.
pss. when i said dumb in the statement above, i was not refering to book smart as in school grades.i meant the smart that counts in the end.
and if your lacking that..right about now your thinkgni WTF is she talking about? good luck to you too.<3
HELL YES A RAW BLEEDING FROM MY HEART I FEEL ALIVE EMO NIGHT!
WoooooooooooooooooooooHooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
Gosh i fucken hate it.(scratch that -love.)
psss.i have a soul mate and he lives in nashua NH and not only does me make me taste my own medicene ,he is even nice enough to make sure i never OD on it. <33
ever so sweet*
love&always.heather ann.xox
""There comes a point in love..where you believe it so much , so strongly that not even the reality could tear you apart..your faith has bonded something so believeable."
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| "To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:1:11 |
[12 Apr 2005|09:52pm] |
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heaven as we know it*
memory as we know it;
a hope album full of
tears
joy
laughter
pain
recovery
learning from...
the world as we know it;
a spinning home full of
shelter
dreams
friends
family
living day to day...
life as we know it;
a test of fate for each..
birth
death
growth
heartache
feeling love..
heaven as we know it*
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today>went to school,ritas,tanning ,codorus,brothers pizza and the hung at the treat with some loves.it was pretty sweet.i love my sweeties<3
can not wait for thisweekend
ps. i hate PSSA's.
pss.saturday codorus 7:30.at the ampitheather parkin lot where to meet.be there or be square.ask if u have no idea wat im talkin about haah<33
pssss.i still gota finsih up my spanish paper.i might cry now.goodbye haha
love-heather*ann
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Yeppie Spring is taknig over!!
this weekend was crazy:
friday-hung out wit bunches of my loves and had the usual fun.althugh something..interrupted and things i didnt expect happend but thats life.atleast i can say its not i who made the mistake this time.but anyways
i had fun this weekend despite everything..
Saturday- went to Washington DC for the cherry blossom festival it was soo awesome.i heart D.C ! i recommend going.that place deff is cool
i wanna go again> metro trips haha, weird pervs grabing w.e they want!!EEK,sweet museums, amazingly beautiful garden(mall),sweet amounts of people.life life everywhere first hand.its awesome so many different types of ppl in one area for the same reason.gota love it !
last night went wit my girls to ritas and baddie /cool walmart fun haha
sunday(today) went to gettysburg with kai..ate at the dinner,spent the day walkin around gettysburg much fun right kai> and EW freaky guys sttin next to us at the dinner asking us to go wit them to the fALLS/haha oh yeah sure u freak..prolly planning to kidnap us..EW! i am soo sick of freaky guys seriously!AH!
i may need to flip out again although last night yellin in traffic felt pretty damn great!<33
love.heather ann.xox
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rule #1 -seriously will smith as a singer (no).only old school.please.
<33
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no matter what,you have always been my late night prayer-
my first morning wish & when I find myself missing,
I find it to be missing of you,
I hope you never go a day without knowing
somehow I know,I always knew~
you & I.
<3
{love.heather*ann.xox}
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[01 Apr 2005|11:10pm] |
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*I'm tired of Rumors Started
I'm sick of bein' Followed
I'm tired of people Lyin
Sayin what they want about me
Why cant they Back up off me
Why cant they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is -L.H
well that is that and tomorrow is saturday.
life=great.
love-heather ann.xox
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[31 Mar 2005|08:14pm] |
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*sometimes the people you think you knew best,you never knew at all but create something far more easy to respect* [its too bad]
today>
- wore a skirt the only day it decided to be cold!
- took anatomy test AGAIN (GRRR)
+ loving the book im reading Bound by Honor (true story about the Mafia the same story that inspired the Godfather)
- too much drama!
+ day went fast :)
- tomrrow i gota work! come visit me ppppleasse 0:)
+ at ease with someone (alex)
- a situation has caused me to question a friendship?
+ tomrrow is the start of a brand new weekend.
okay i just got say. to all guys > stop holding back on your feelings, and if your not then i applaue you. other wise.what the hell are you waiting for?!dont let ur girl be the last to know how u feel good or bad.
well today i found allot out about my famlies past..for one..i had high roman priest in my family lol. and my aunts family was in the mafia.
hm*. i should always trust my insticnt cuz i am always right.so far so good :)
<3 heather ann.xox
ps.grow up.
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Dear Diary,
Hehe, I feel like a little girl when I type that again. Funny one two words can bring back so many memories, the good & the bad. But for the most part all exciting and well experienced.As for now I am in one of those Sex & The City frames of mind , where the leadh character narrates the episode by typing in her journal. lol> Anyways today was what I call a AAaaamazing day- for the mere pleasure of how truly beautiful 66 degrees can be [espeically to a gal like me :) ]. Well besides the sunny weather, it was a normal day-school-came home- rented a movie-watchd that- and now chilling+
well today i decided i will be growing a garden this spring/summer and saturday i plan on starting.
this weekend shall be a good one if all go as wished!
something i found on GreenPeace.org
everyday tips to help save our planet!:
Waste
• Do not throw out your toxic household wastes, such as paint, paint thinner, and car fluids, in the garbage or down the drain. Check with your local facilities for proper disposal and avoid these products in the future.
• Take your own bags to the grocery store. If you take plastic bags, use them until they are worn out.
• Compost your food waste and use as nutrient rich soil for your lawn.
• Avoid excess packaging.
• Always use reusables: mugs, lunch containers, batteries, pens, razors, etc.
• Replace paper products with reusable ones (use recycled, non-chlorine bleached paper when you do have to use paper).
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Heather Ann 154: lol.it was me being silly thinking no one was around but God and my self.and surly he hears enough of me.0:)
LBC9585: Aw. There can never be enough.
BAM> some of my stuff>
"It's the dimming lights ,the look in one eyes..the shadows dancing, two trembling hearts compined.it's the mere touch that weakens our souls..the strongest point where pain is pleasure..sweet seculent, la pasión del amor."
"Beckon upon my soul,
love trapped heart,
beating with faith.
Come unto me,come unto me..
Here I lye awaiting your arrival..
Release my mind from this
torturous mold."
"and I think we have always loved one another,up till the moment we exsits in ones minds; to the very meet of our eyes. I hold hope high."
on that note- i shall say goodnight.
love urs truly - heather ann.xox
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| And we can pretend it all the time,Cant you see that its just raining* |
[28 Mar 2005|05:42pm] |
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"I don't care how many times I fail and how many times people will say to me..I told you so..or you have no idea , because in the end I will be the one saying, you told me nothing and all along I had the best idea's."
You can learn so much when defending for your own life's future.
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Today:
Woke up pretty late like noon and it felt great to lay in bed that extra long time half asleep ,hearing the rain hit against the window. Well after I woke up my sister (kaila) called me and so I decided to go with her and run errands..we went to A.C Moore and then ate at Best Wok. I got a bunch of great idea's for my scarpebook which is my grad project. :) > Once we were done eating we went back to kai's house and I help her on her modle of the Eiffel tower for her french class- I always have fun making things haha.especially when its something like that.(pretty sweet)Then I got home around 4 clock. As for the rest of the night- while it rains, I will be writting my spanish paper,and enjoyin the last evening of break.]
As for this my journal here-hopefully I get the rich text to work soon, I got pictures I want to post.
love- heather ann.xox
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[28 Mar 2005|12:35am] |
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something i taught myself tonight>the key to thinking and not gettin urself upset is thinking about the future.not the past or what could be now.
but the future cuz our future is only filled with wishes and dreams.and i do not know a single soul whose dreams or wishes hold anything but happiness for themselves*
a simple dReAm88: and i guess they are right when they say love is crazy. because it is.
Heather Ann 154: love, is perfection. no matter what anyone says.with love there are no real fights,no real hatred or ignorance,with true love there is nothing but faith. its something you can not create in all means. just something you can pray for and be prepared for.
my goals as i grow in age:
1- never really grow up.
2- laugh more then cry.
3- always take time to enjoy nature.
4- tell atleast someone different everyday how much i adore them.
5- never stop playing video games.
6- never stop quoting my fav disney movies.
7- always talk without thinking about it.
8- write,write,write.
9-read the bible 5 times.
10- chase after every dream my mind concieves.
<3
HAPPY EasTEr today!
today i woke up, showerd and went ot my aunts house, she has a beautiful home and it over looks this beautiful country side.made me wanna have a family and settle hehe. but the fact of the matter is ..it was Easter a great time to give thanks to God for everything besides.without him you my dear as the common person would never even exsist this includes myself and yes i did jst mean i am not the common person :)
but anyways i ate lots of food came home and spent time with my parents.
now it is 12:48 am and I am jsut NOW gettin tired.oh boy=wat a long night ahead.
love-always/ heather ann.xox
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*I was crazy about you then..but the craziest thing of all I still am..do you remember when we first moved in together..the paino took up the living room.. you played me boogie woogie, I play you love songs.You say we're playing house- now you still say we are*
-jack johnson-
dear love of mine,
someday you'll be my evening , my morning light, and when i sleep you'll be my night. and when i hope , i hope you know your everything to me..and when we dont talk my day is not quite the same..i adore you in everyway.and my heart is fully yours..although we find ourselves miles apart we are each others destiny..
so one last thing before i hit the dreams..
do me a favor please;
if you ever hear a knock at your door, never hestitate to answer..someday it will be my face.
truly yours,
heather ann.
xox
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"Well don't worry ,baby-
You got me..
you got me well"
[Here's a idea ..if only we could document love,
on our resumes'- "my biggest accomplishment"]
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Heather Ann 154: its a weird feeling like this is exactly how i feel. i know wat i want..i have felt it before. and its like shopping (bare with me on this theory lol
Heather Ann 154: ...
Heather Ann 154: u have had ur fav pair of jeans , right? .well they got ripped apart and someone threw it away.
LBC9585: Whoa.
Heather Ann 154: well u gota find a new pair of jeans but this time..its gota be durable and long lasting ..a perfect fit.. keep in mind you can always find the same exact pair you had before..but just making sure u take care of that pair ..so u dont lose them again of corse. but..ull know when u find it.
Heather Ann 154: the moment u try it on..they fit perfect and..u feel the same exact feelings..u felt before.
LBC9585: Aw, so your saying, your theory is more like your favorite pair of jeans.
Heather Ann 154: yeah.
Heather Ann 154: i miss my favorite pair
Heather Ann 154: i want those jeans back its just hard to find.the "perfect"=favorite pair
LBC9585: Aw. That's the saddest, most outrageously awesome theory I've ever heard.
LBC9585: I know what you mean.
(some day well have our own shoe box filled with photographs)-<3 heather ann*
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